The War Is Over You Lost 24x36 What am I going to

What am I going to do

listening to Janet Jackson Rhythm Nation in my Discman

I never even knew what that was let alone how to consider it something to work towards

I was absolutely never driving through Robbins and coming back here again

The War Is Over You Lost 24x36 What am I going toMy very first substance abuse counselor had a painting in her office that I would always stare into as I tried to place all of the traumas of my life into a chronological order out loud. I didnt like glancing over at her, as she had this habit of looking directly into my eyes that made me uncomfortable. I still remember with perfect clarity the large gold framed painting of the forest, all in blushes and contrasting gold and pink. I felt really safe